• I’m really annoyed, I can’t take this any longer I just can deal with another person telling me there problem when I have 10 billion of my own already , I was called fat today, and ignored flicked off and all this shit but that’s part of a new environment rigt ? Well I hate this new environment , everyone is way different from me, our cultures way different they’re high class I’m middle which to them , is low. And it’s like i literally moved into that one movie of highschool with the mean cheerleaders and weird shit but seriously what the fuck. I try to be nice which results in eye rolling , I try to ask for help and directions once again eye rolling and flicking off like why the hell do you think your better . I look all good and normal for school and they judge me on my appearance I wanna go back to where things made sense and graduate with my life long friends but that shits not happening . And all to add on I have to deal with someone else’s problems when I’m crumbling apart I care but I can’t do this and when they try to help they just make it into a problem about themself . I just need space, and when they ask me what’s wrong and I say it and they keep telling me to explain it pisses me the hell off because I just want to vent not keep explaining it . It gives me anxiety attacks sometimes I just want someone to hear me out and not completely analyze my problems . I just needed to say that… And also how the hell do you socialize correctly because apperantly I suck at it
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That is really messed up that someone called you fat. You seem like a really sweet person, don’t let those rude bastards get you down. Do you have a place where you can be alone. Most of my time I spend in my room, especially when I have a bad day. Having a safe place to just be alone has always helped me, it may help you as well. Find some kind of creative outlet to help. I honestly can’t give you any advice on how to socialize correctly, I can never maintain relationships with people myself. I can tell you one thing though, you do not want to try to be friends with people who treat you badly. I hope things get better for you 🙂
🙂 thanks and I know but I get frequently depressed when im alone in my house which is always , as well as paranoia but I’ do have a frequent used creative outlet which is drawing andd I should go do that lol . & hey , high fives for trying to socialize .
You said you had good friends back at your previous school, right? I see this a lot, it’s happening to me now and I understand it, I just have a hard time accepting people who mention the parties they throw and blatantly not invite me.
Just like deathismyonlyoption said, you don’t wanna be friends with those shallow people. You deserve better, so keep your head up. Oh and hey… I suck at socializing c:
I’m in a somewhat similar situation as you are, as you mentioned that you are in a new environment and that your culture is different from others’. As deathismyonlyoption said, don’t listen to what they say. Talk back to them and defend yourself. I used to be bullied verbally quite a bit, but since I started to defend myself, people quickly lost interest in harassing me. Remember, bullies don’t have the courage to do such things to people who aren’t weak.
What I did at first is that I socialized with people who are like me, new immigrants who are having a bit of a hard time fitting in. As for socializing with people, I have to admit, I’m not too good at it, but your best option is probably approaching people who do things that you enjoy; for example if you see someone who has a book with them that you’ve read, you can talk about it.
Try to hang onto things that you like and enjoy. Life may get better. I know that a lot of people say this, but again, there are probably at least 50 more years ahead of you, and that’s plenty of time to prove if they’re right. =D