I know you have probably read a bunch of articles, or comments saying don’t cut, don’t end it, you have your whole life ahead of you, though they are right. I hope this helps a little more. I would just like to say if you are reading this, then you are the strongest  you have ever been. Because at this  moment you are still alive, you want to end it, but you haven’t yet, and that makes you stronger then the ass holes at school, or who ever makes you feel like you are worth nothing, despite what ever they say. You have made it this far. Its amazing isn’t it? You have made it through all the bullshit you have experienced, whether it be bullying, loneliness, depression, the feeling of being forgotten, betrayed, or what ever the case may be. You made it. So why end it now, you’ve made it this far. So whenever you feel as if going on is simply too hard, that you have no further purpose left here, i hope you think back on all the other times you felt that way, and remember that you were strong enough to keep going, and you are strong enough now.
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I tried so hard and got so far, but in the end, it doesn’t even matter.
Why… because I’m not any farther than any other time I’ve felt this way.
^ Linkin Dogpark?
Ok, that was the last one. (Couldn’t resist)
I’m only here because i’ve been carried; not because i’m “the strongest i’ve ever been.”
I didn’t make it. It was left up to the few who care, to either carry me, or let me die. I’m now the weakest i’ve ever been… even less capable of making it, than i was when i developed the need to be carried.
It’s funny how young people are so fantastically optimistic, sometimes… but it’s sad that most of them would break down, otherwise. It’s like we need to rely upon pretty lies, just to keep going in this world… but those lies aren’t enough, because the real world will break you, eventually, no matter what sort of happy things you strive to believe.
Woof.
Oh no, not I. I will survive
Oh as long as I know how to love
I know I’ll stay alive
I’ve got all my life to live
I’ve got all my love to give and I’ll survive
I will survive,
I will survive!
False hope and denial have done me no good. But it does work for some for awhile…..
When you said the line “the feeling of being forgotten”, I felt a little better. Thanks.
I know I have been forgotten and I’m incredibly lonely now. I only visualise killing myself as I lie awake at night.
But maybe in 10 years, things will be different? … Maybe I won’t give a fuck, and I’ll have a family.
Maybe I’ll fail and still commit suicide. I don’t know.