I undergo extreme emotional and mental stress at home and I cannot release it without cutting myself. I NEED to cut myself to get a release and feel okay and probably even a little light headed. it’s the only way I can. I cannot talk back to the person causing me the stress and tell how I feel so I just listen quietly waiting for the ordeal to be over so I can be alone and start the cutting! it isn’t the healthiest way to cope but its the only one I have. and the more I realize that statement, the more I think of taking the blade to next location and just end it all
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well it my not be the best way to cope. but it helps for awhile. i went through the same. but i dont cut anymore. punching things is a way i get stress out. plus its an easier cover up story to make when people ask you what happened. dont end it all. you have a family. that family is us. the people on this site. we r hear for you. cutting is an addiction. the sooner you break free the easier it will be. try some steps to stop. cut less. punch more for example. if you need help let me know. my story is one nobody will believe. but just because its not believable doesnt mean i dont have experience. peace be with you
thank you creeper tales but the punching doesnt work for me. i’m sorry but the cutting releases the blood and with that i feel all that built up emotion leave me as well. i dont cut regularly just when stuff becomes too much..
and yes, you guys are an amazing family so i do tend to vent here.