well i guess this is it. Don’t waste your time to stop me because by the time you read this i’m gone. I’m scared but i know i will go through with this. I just hope there is something better on the other side.
I’m sorry world, you’ll just have to do without me.
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May you be in peace and be in light on the other side. Peace.
I hope you find your peace.
Sadly this world will go on without any any of us.
For the living who are in pain and contemplating the same fate, there is still time. You can still change and fight. There is support here.
Dont ever feel your alone. I would gladly be your friend who would try and help you get back up.
Remember to live.
I hope you’re not gone yet. If you are, I hope you didn’t feel endlessly alone with your last moments of consciousness. Either way, I am thinking of you.
craziest thing happened.
first, i couldn’t tie the cord i was going to hang myself with because i though i could tie it to my ceiling but it was impossible.
then i thought about using my pull up bar as my hanging post, but couldn’t find the tool to unscrew the bolt of the pull up bar.
but i finally managed to unscrew it.
then, i tied the cord and when i put my whole weight on it it moved and i almost fell.
then i got a shorter cord then tied it to my door knob, put the cord around my neck.
i laid on my stomach. i tightened the noose then as i put my head down i can feel blood in my head, heavy pressure in my eyes. then i pulled up and wussed out. i thought my eyes were going to pop out.
tonight its happening. i have to go. i just wish there was an easier way to off myself.
Is there anything you’d like to talk about? I mean, maybe it could help or something. This is such a permanent solution for possibly a temporary thing. There’s no way of knowing what tomorrow may bring.
Do u evn drop bro?
Asphyxiation, especially the way you’ve described is only going to turn you into a cuddly little cabbage patch. If you’re serious about this, I suggest going about it the proper way ie risurrch. “Drop” is your first clue.
…bear in mind I do not encourage you to undertake this last venture. But if you’re going to, you may as well be informed. Or perhaps talk it out as mileaminute has suggested.
Only you can decide the next course of action to take.
i just have to block the carotid artery that brings blood to your head. if i disrupt the blood supply i will pass out in a matter of seconds. i tried it just now by applying pressure with my hands, and felt dizzy, almost passed out.
i think of it as a journey. i won’t know what’s on the other side. why stay in the world i already know when there is another one i can explore. (if there is another one)
If you’re in America, you have the right to your life, liberty, and pursuit of happiness… If this is your only way to find peace, so be it.