everyone on here seems to have these incredible stories. everyone has all these reasons as to why they’re so depressed. sure i have stupid normal issues but nothing that bad that i should want to kill myself. but i do.
im about to start failing classes because all i can do in class is think about killing myself.
i’m new to this site.
but so far everyone seemsto have a good reason for being so depressed and i don’t.
and it sucks.
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This! Oh my god this! I had to make an account to respond to this. It’s exactly how I feel…. It’s so fucked up and scary. Messages sometime, we should chat.
I know how you feel. Your reasons are just as justified as everyone else’s. E-mail sometime if you want to talk. I’m interested in hearing how you’re doing. 🙂
In some ways, having what you think is no good reason for being depressed is harder than having a “good” reason. I know, because that’s me too. I try to spend at least a little time every day being in the moment and trying to appreciate that moment for what it is. Just me and my breathing.
Wait, people need a reason to be depressed? Oh, jeeze, I’m screwed.
Deadlynights, tell me about your “stupid normal” reasons! I am here to listen.
When we don’t have specific dramatic event in our life, it doesn’t mean that everything goes right. You could be carrying million of “average” stuff on your shoulder for a very long time. And… Wanting to die IS a real problem, no matter what brought you there.
You shouldn’t be worried about whether you’Re right or wrong to want it, cause the final point is that you do want it. You need to find why and how to get rid of this feeling.
tokenmaster
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weeeeellll my parents split like a month ago :b
and my sister died when i was 4 years old
my uncle was only 36 and died in September and we were pretty close and that made everything a lot worse for me.
I’ve been cutting since grade 7 because a girl told me it was a goof way to feel better ao i tried it and Ive been addicted since.
the girl that told me to is now my best friend.
my friends only hang out with me when I’ll smoke weed with them.
my moms a bipolar ***** who always screams at me and gets mad at me and then like cries and apologizes. she is literally diagnosed bipolar. and its not she with her. but my dad doesnt have a place to live right now so hes living at his dads while they’re on a trip so i cant live with him. and Im closer to him than like anyone in the world.
so yeah. basically i just have like small stupid stuff that happens to lots of people. but like everything feels like a huge deal to me even the little things and idek why.
but yeah anyways.
this probably sounded really stupid.
Hey, so I don’t think there’s actually a way to message you on here. Email me soon, tokenmaster92@gmail.com
That didn’t sound stupid at all. Those are actually very powerful reasons. Tell me more about your uncle and your best friend
my uncle Matt…he had more energy than any kid you’d ever see on a playground. he had the brightest smile and he wore it everywhere. he had a great sense of humor, and could fill a room with laughter within seconds of walking in. he had the biggest heart, for example, he shoveled the driveway for pretty much the whole neighbourhood. then one summer, down at the cabin, his back really started to hurt. at first he could still walk and fish and such, but eventually he couldn’t get off the couch. after no results at the doctor, they went to the hospital for some tests. it turned out that there was a large, cancerous mass in his back. it had begun as testicular cancer but had spread to his back and his lungs. he was admitted to the hospital for chemo and his wife Michelle never left him, she was heartbroken. the last contact with us he made before falling into a coma caused my heavy medication to put him under was to his wife Michelle. she asked him if he would still love her if she got really fat from all the cafeteria food in the hospital. he furiously nodded his head yes and squeezed her hand with all the effort he had left. that was the last contact ever made. 5 weeks after diagnosis, every family member he had gathered around the bed in icu. the chemo had done nothing and they needed to pull the plug as he would not get better. i stood in the hospital room, crying harder than i ever have in my life, watching my uncle die without life support. RIP Matthew <3
I’m depressed because I don’t have the lab equipment to genetically engineer an army of sandytit monkeycats by splicing titty monkey DNA with sandcat DNA. OP: I think you have some good reasons to be depressed, but it’s not about reasons, and it’s not really a competition – if you’re depressed, you’re depressed. There’s not much else to it.
Deadly nights thanks for telling us that. Matthew sounds like an excellent role model! Can you tell me more about your best friend? More then just the cutting part?
well, she’s definitely changed a lot since then. but back then she did it for attention and wanted to get attention from me by telling me how good it feels and how much better it makes you feel after. naturally, i tried it. she didnt know until last week that she was the reason i started cutting. she cried i felt so bad. she’s like a whole other person now and she’ll always bare that in mind.