Sometimes the negative vibe rocks you to your core. Having material or other desired possessions may temporarily distract you… but sooner or later, reality will return. At least it did for me.
this is either a trick question or a rhetorical one.
If you’re “so close” to everything you ever truly wanted… then you don’t really want to kill yourself… Or, you’re realizing that after all this time, you were wrong about what you thought you truly wanted, and now that you’re “so close” to achieving or receiving it, you find it unsatisfying… which i could see leading to a few exit thoughts.
Or maybe life just sucks, even when you have what you want…
Well by so close I meant that I am really close to have true purpose, recently I have found a Master who is really great at destroying any suicidal or depressing thought that I have, in fact last Nigth I think he cured most of me……
Wait I am getting off topic
The reason why I posted that last nigh is because last night even thought He loves me and I love Him I still wanted to kill my self……but I was honest with him, and he scared my thoughts away.
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Sometimes the negative vibe rocks you to your core. Having material or other desired possessions may temporarily distract you… but sooner or later, reality will return. At least it did for me.
Thank you person, that kind of helps
this is either a trick question or a rhetorical one.
If you’re “so close” to everything you ever truly wanted… then you don’t really want to kill yourself… Or, you’re realizing that after all this time, you were wrong about what you thought you truly wanted, and now that you’re “so close” to achieving or receiving it, you find it unsatisfying… which i could see leading to a few exit thoughts.
Or maybe life just sucks, even when you have what you want…
Is what you want, worth what you don’t want?
Well by so close I meant that I am really close to have true purpose, recently I have found a Master who is really great at destroying any suicidal or depressing thought that I have, in fact last Nigth I think he cured most of me……
Wait I am getting off topic
The reason why I posted that last nigh is because last night even thought He loves me and I love Him I still wanted to kill my self……but I was honest with him, and he scared my thoughts away.
I think I am fixed