2/22/14
Id like to be able to think ill wake up tomorrow and be happy and forget that i feel the way i do and have for the past years of my life. I know that wont happen. I often look at myself in disgust and think about how much I’ve fucked up. I waste to much time doing this when i should be doing this. My future seems like a hell hole. I don’t see me Completing any of my dreams because i just cant come to think i’m good at fucking anything and it makes me want to just fucking give up. I have severe trust issues due to excessive cheating and its ruining any relationship i tried to get into. My life seems hopeless. my self esteem is a laughing stock. I hate my life. I hate myself.
-Pope-
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Pope-
Please don’t hate yourself. I may not know you but I am 100% sure you are a truly amazing person. And, you shouldn’t give up. Your life means something. You’re future is going to be wonderful but you’ll just have to wait and see. If you need to talk about things with someone, I’m here for you. Email me at rochellecate@yahoo.com. I promise I will listen and do the best I can to help you.