im not very good at putting my thoughts into wwords
so this won’t be a fancy poem or my life story
i just feel alone right now
so so alone and I don’t have it as bad as half of  you (I’m sorry)
it is my ffault im this way and yeah I’ve hurt myself and I swallowed a bottle of pills but most people have on a site like this,right?
i just need a sign that I’m not crazy
help me
sorry
3 comments
You’re not crazy. What you feel is a normal part of life for anyone who has a heart. Sad maybe, lonely, confused, hurting…but not crazy. It will pass my friend, and it’s up to you to help it do that. And if you can’t help make that change…then at least do what you can not to make it worse…stay away from pills, booze, sad love songs and those who might bring you down. You’ll find the light again…just don’t stop looking for it. 🙂
ctjhhh…and I don’t have it half as bad as you do. It’s all relative, all personal. There is no such thing as “I have it worse than you” or “this person is much better off than me”. If you’re suffering and hurting then that’s your cross to bare.
I don’t know how to tell you you’re not crazy because I don’t know if I’m crazy or not. We’re all wack-jobs, everyone on this planet is in one way or another.
I’m sorry you feel bad.
Randall’s right – I tend to look on things in a similar sort of existential way; nobody is doing it tougher or easier than anybody else.
I also agree with him that we’re all wack-jobs, but that you’re no crazier than any of the rest of us here.