so first, i want to apologize if i say anything that I’m not supposed to. i do that a lot >.>
well a month ago i tried to kill myself, and afterwards i thought that everything would be fine, and i felt happy. now i feel like theres no future for me and that I’m gonna feel depressed for the rest of my life, and really empty. i know that ill probably feel better by tomorrow but then ill just feel bad again. T_T again sorry if i say something wrong, I’m not good about talking to people about my feelings or actually feelings in general.
now heres a random poem that i  (tried?) to make sorry its horrible i couldn’t get it to rhyme in some places too. and overall its just horrible:
Cutted skin
slits thin
your vision gets dim
as the monster starts to win
a tunnel with a light at the end
promising a better land
now theres nothing left, no breath, no life
your body lies motionless, killed by the knife
that you used to take your own life
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Obviously you’re into cutting. But the track record on it isn’t successful, especially with today’s medical means. Have you planned other ways of ending it?
well right now i promised a friend i wouldn’t cut for a week… so maybe ill get over it? ^^ hopefully
Good Poem. Thanks for writing it. Also, no need to apologize for anything. I also do that sometimes. Then I wind up apologizing for apologizing. LOL. No problem. Nice poem.
T_T thank you. that was my first time writing poetry~ lol what i hate is when i like say something and then people start being all mean and stuffs .-. though i know you guys are too nice to do that, lol xD