I failed my second quarter of college. I failed my parents. I failed my siblings. I failed myself. The fact that I actually tried. Like I really tried.. to see F … F … F … on my transcript just made me sick to my stomach. It’s like a waste of time, money, mental health. I’m subject for disqualification now and I don’t know how to handle this. I’ve never failed a class before. Let alone THREE all at once. I have no one to blame but myself.
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You obviously need a break.
It’s what I see in your grades, and it’s what your parents and sibling should see.
Take a break, as long as you need, and get back your strength. Then you will be in a position to make decisions on what to do next. And most importantly – do not allow yourself to immerse into a destructive, self-blame cycle.
We all need a break sometimes. It’s your time now. It doesn’t make you a failure.
I second the break. I was in that situation last year. It sounds like you have enough on your plate right now. Take a break, figure out what you want, and try to find something that makes you happy. There’s nothing wrong with taking time for yourself.
I “third” the break…you definitely need some breathing room.