I want to get out of all this pain… But for some reason i still hang on some hope and have been here longer than i thought. I will go soon… Could b tomorrow, next week, a month… Idk. Why do i still hold hope even though i know things (health) wont get better and i cant live my life like this. I had a great ride, and whats so wrong about ending it and not living through a painful life? Â Any thoughts ? Btw i think its everyones own right to do what they want with their livez, live or die.
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If you’re truly miserable, I agree that you should be able to do with your life as you choose. I also believe that you should do everything you can to improve your situation before deciding that it isn’t worth it. If you haven’t given yourself a genuine chance, then you might be getting ahead of yourself in deciding that death is better than life.
What if u have been trying for almost a year and everytime u take a step forward it seems to be followed with two steps back. How do u find hope? Death is def better than years of pain.
Just because you’re trying something for a long time doesn’t mean you’re trying correctly. Sometimes trying involves research and reaching out. Google can help… Others who have done what you’re trying to do can help… etc.
How do you find hope? It’s within. If you’re trying to do something, I imagine there is hope that you are successful. If there is no hope within, perhaps the effort shouldn’t be tried because the heart isn’t in it.
I will never wish two years of pain on someone… I would wish them two years of slow but steady efforts.