My mom never loved me and she lets it be known, my sister molested me, and refuses to own up after so many years, were f”ing grown now I’ve tried to kill myself several times I thought u would be apart of my recovery “sister” after all these years of protecting u, please help me. Nope she won’t no body will, my dad told me he loved me twice in my 25 yrs of living, my younger brother tells me how disgusted he is of me because of my drinking and everything else about me, there is no sweet escape, all my friends have abandon me, even rubbing in my most recent in servere suicide attemt, I hate my self, I just want to be happy, can anyone tell me how, omg I’m so tired, I just want to die, god y r u dragging me, I can’t take this bulls*it any more, someone talk to me please, I have absolutely no one. All the bullying I’ve went threw through through my younger years has really stoped me from trusting and talking plz someone reach out
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Hi Jasmin, what you’re going through seems VERY hard on you, and I have never been molested but i can relate to your family not loving or understanding you. Same with the bullying. Believe me I DO care. I have problems trusting and talking to people too.
You do need somebody to speak to, do you have a therapist?
If not you should get one, that would defiantly help you.
I have tried several times to kill myself, and one time my dad found me trying to hang myself, and they brought me to a hospital and they sent me to a partial care program.
A partial care program is NOT like a hospital, the one i went to was called
High Focus Center. They provide your own therapist, physiologist, they have group therapy, drug use therapy, self-harm therapy, and family sessions.
I do not know were you live, so there might not be a high focus center near you, but there are defiantly other partial care programs you could go to.
I went there for 2 1/2 months and it helped me A LOT. Like i was VERY skeptical that anyone could help me, but they really did. They are equipped to help ANY person, no matter how bad your problems are.
I hope this helped, because i really want to help you.
Everyone will tell you that it gets better. But it won’t get better unless you make it happen. Right now, I bet it’s hard to see the beauty in the world. But look around; the pain always masks beauty. I was where you are. But try to carry on. If you want to talk, I’ll listen.