I never asked to be born. Â I never asked to be abused and treated lower than dirt. Â I never asked much of the world other than to be loved and to be treated like a human being. Â Am I not meant to have a decent life? Â A life that has happiness instead of endless pain and torment? Â The abuse is over, yet the scars forever stain my life. Â I would move on, but fate somehow has a way of piling endless misery my way. Â Is life just a cruel joke?
There are so many bad things happening to me, and I am too weak to fight it any longer. Â I do not understand why I am destined to suffer. Â Why does the universe hurl so many bad things at me? Â I am weak… I cannot handle this life.
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Sometimes we’re stronger than we think. I thought that I’d be gone long ago. Yet I’m still here. I try to figure out what I need to do while I’m here. Maybe you can do that? While you’re here, having a plan to move forward might help you. If you’re going to experience that everyday thing called “life,” it can’t hurt to have some goals and desires.
I can related to your post very much. I sometimes say, let me give it three more months or another year to see if I can somehow right the ship but it’s been 10 years and the last two were the worst of all.
I wish I knew why the universe hurls this at us. If it was a lesson I’ve escaped a few times only for things to get worse and now I have no escape plan, no way to fix my problems and I’m tired.
Maybe give yourself another year or some time period. Maybe you can overcome your problems somehow. Find a great therapist with a good heart or who knows.
I’m coming to realize that I am weak and lack the fortitude to exist in this world. I have been dealt a shitty hand of life and don’t have the strength to overcome it because I don’t see the point.
than stop trying to overcome. Live with no expectations. What happens happens it doesnt matter. Seek an inner peace of mind