I’m not for sure how I want to go. I really want to just die and the only way I can do it right now is cutting too deep and I’m scared that I won’t cut deep enough and I will just have big cuts on my arms. I either don’t want them there or I do but I would rather be dead, ya know? Like I don’t want anyone to find out that I tried to kill myself. Anyway I’ve looked for sleeping pills but I can’t find any. All I can find are 4 bottles of freaking ibuprofen. I really just want to die. I’m tired of living and I want to die. Â I just don’t know how to go. I literally cannot bare the thought of waking up again to so much emotional pain. Please someone help me.
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I use to be a cutter and i know what it feels like i wanted to take my life so many times but didnt know how im sry to here that this is happening to i am truly sry i would love to help u in any way possible .. I love to reach out a helping hand any time i can to u or anyone I’m no psychiatrist but i just wanted to let u know if u do need someone to talk to
Brufen lol…I was taken off the “good stuff” last year (due to increased hallucinations” and given ol’ ibuprofen instead. Didn’t do shite to be honest, pain was still an extreme batch! Mm…stay for awhile and share some of your story with us? There’s only so much I can suggest from what you’ve said; redirect your emotions from your unreasonable heart to your sometimes reasonable mind. Do your best to make sense of what you feel as it will inform you on what to think about it, giving you even more intel to…uhh…find reason in it all.
As I said, stay a lil’ longer, would ya? 🙂