I don’t want anyone’s pity, that’s not why I post on this site, this is just the only place where I can put down anything
So basically, typical depressed male teenager story, plus a few details
Anyway, I just…I’m lost, I spend most of my time alone, even though I fear isolation, though I’m welcoming it more and more. I was crying during lunch today at school because somebody came up to me and wanted to know what was wrong, and how they could help. But they can’t. I know this is vague, I’ve never been one for details, I don’t talk to people much. Honestly the only thing keeping me from hurting myself is a promise I made. And even that’s starting to just seem like a joke. Ugh I sound like a crazy person. Wish I could just be dead for a day, just one day, so I don’t have to feel the pain. Sometimes I think of a different version of me, one that’s bold, and will go ask out the girl I like, or go and strike up a conversation with new people. Gotta have a dream right? Yea, that sounded insane.
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Dude, approach that nice person that talked to you at lunch. Say,”have I got a story for you…..”. And see where it goes.
You only live once, give it a shot
Maybe, but talking isnt exactly my forte
The only people I usually talk to are really good friends and the girl I like, who’s also a really good friend.
But I see what you’re saying, I should try talking to people more. Might not be so much of a wreck…maybe.
I agree, you should talk to that person who asked you what was wrong. But I do understand why you don’t want to or feel like you can’t. I’m the same way, I can never bring myself to talk to anyone even when they offer to help. I really hope you can try sometime though!
What a great opener!
The fact that someone sensed something and stepped out of their comfort zone is encouraging to me that there are some caring souls out there.