So I have been thinking about Life for a long time now, and i just can’t see a meaning to live! I want to die, but i can’t kill myself because i don’t want to hurt my family and friends… I have thought about running away but the same feeling of not wanting to hurt anyone shows it’s ugly face again… I actually doesn’t have a bad life, i get food everyday, i have a loving family, i have a warm bed, i have a place to call home… But still i just dont want to live anymore… I’m praying everyday in the bus on the way to school that it will crash and only kill me(yeah my family would be devastated but then again it wasen’t my fault that i died (like suicide they’d think it was something they did)) or a child is running over the road and a speeding car is about to hit him and i jump out and pushes him away so i die instead of him…
What should i do? :/
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Why do you feel so down? Is there anything that you can pinpoint? Is it circumstantial, or do you just have these feelings without knowing why at all?