I am sick of reading about promising outlooks for treatment.  I have been suffering from MDD/ TRD for too long. I’ve been on multiple combinations of meds for too many years nothing…..at least 40 different meds. I have had 19 ECT treatments ( with a lot of memory issues).  I’m sick of people not understanding.  I’m sick of running to appts.  Therapy….behavioral therapy…..psychiatrist….  Not to mention all of the rest.  I’m sick of fighting, crying, anger.  I just want my life over!  So many positive thing out there for help when I’m reading literature. Or trials so far away some simple person couldn’t even afford to go and be part of it.
Another fucking century for them to be approved and then maybe. Insurance will cover..
im just sick of waiting and am really beginning  to think suicide is the great relief I need once and for all.
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Join the “done and over with” CLUB. I am a member and I pretty much had enough too. they put me on meds and yes they do chill me out a bit > but meds doesn’t stop that fact that my life sucks and that the world is really fucked up place.
Well. I hope you find relief one way or the other.