i didn’t want to wake up. i was having a much better time asleep. and that’s really sad. it was almost like a reverse nightmare, like when you wake up from a nightmare you’re so relieved. i woke up into a nightmare.
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I had this dream two nights ago where one of my old mates from the service was being held hostage by a man wielding a pistol and threatening to do all sorts of disturbing shit to her. I gave chase over a period of what felt like 10 minutes before cornering him at a primary school. He made a run for it and almost slipped away, when I appeared behind him and fired my weapon… The damn thing fell apart. I had about .4 of a second to react and did so by wrestling the Glock from his hand, dislocating his arm and placing 3 rounds in his chest. Hostile neutralised, crisis averted.
I prefer my dreamscapes to my waking life. The adventures I go on and the memories I relive are extraordinary. So, yeah. I feel ya, OP. I’ll fall asleep someday, and hopefully it’s the long one too.
What’s on your mind? What exactly are the issues perpetuating your emotional agony? I’m just curious, I would love to listen if you were willing to share. Treat yourself nicely especially in times of despair that descend lower than typical. If there is anything that stimulates happiness in you on any level no matter what the significance you should indulge in it.