I’ve attempted many times to better myself and failed. I’ve been an active person in the community, some failed jobs, and I’ve allowed alcohol to come into my life not knowing what would happen. I’ve tried sucide before but it didn’t work. And since then the feelings come back every now and then. Feelings of resentment, bitterness, hate and low self/family/community worth. And now I’m in debt, unemployed and taking up space. I’ve applied for an apprenticeship program and I hope it goes well so I can get back on my own two feet again. Thanx.
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I wish you the best of luck mate with your apprentice program.
May I ask what field of apprenticeship you are inquiring about?
Nonetheless, I hope you can find and realize your worth, so maybe one day these recurring feelings of low worth regarding your family, community and yourself can cease.
No one in this world is a waste of space. We all fall upon hardships and struggles and we have a choice to either give up or keep trying. Yes you have failed at jobs, who has not. Yes you allowed alcohol into your life but it does not mean you cannot show it the door. And yes you have attempted suicide, but maybe thats something we should all fail in and maybe succeed in living.
I admire your ability to keep fighting.
Stay strong through good and bad, and learn from each experience.
This is the 2nd time I’m mentioning this tonight. Promise I’m not recruiting and the place is legit/ free. Check out SMART Recovery. Its not all about alcohol, but that’s included. Its more a different way of looking at ourselves and our ability to learn to navigate our own live and challenges. Its a good place.
I hope things start getting better for you.
Its an Environmental Apprenticeship program. I have a lil knowledge in the field but I would like to what they got going. And thanks for ur comments.