Why do i always make such a mess of everything, best friend yeah she hates my guts right now because of something small i did, , my bf has made me feel im unworthy of love and my parents constantly express their disappointment in me. Everything i try to do i mess up or screws up for me, why should i even bother.
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I know how you feel, my parents always compare me their friends daughter, my ex-boyfriend dumped after 2 years because we hadn’t done it, and my old friends don’t hang out with me anymore because I died the bottom of my hair red, and because I started wearing different clothes and make up from them. They also started rumors about me because I’m I didn’t like what they said. I’m not good at school and I always seem to be messing up.
You should try because it seems like you care. As for your friend, maybe it means more to her than to you and you see it as something small. Parents tend to express their dissapointment all the time (regardless of your age), often in an attempt for you to better yourself (which often results in the opposite, lol), which doesn’t mean they don’t love you. And nobody is unworthy of love, even serial killers have love.
I know it may seem more of a deal to her but she was fine yesterday and today she explodes for no reason, she’s practically my only friend. As for my parents even being in university isn’t good enough for them.
Maybe your parents are going through a stressful situation that you dont know about? sometimes they tend to just lash out like any other person who is under stress, i mean everyones parents are human beings so im sure they will make mistakes, one day theyll be coming to you for help and its your decision to get revenge for them being so shitty to you.