I do not know where to start.
my soul is like a single dark room. How can I escape this pain?
it empties all of the energy and desire to live. I do not know why everything in my life to be so negative? it’s like a tunnel with no light just me and myself, with no way to change, only a single path. in between I see a faint light shining faintly, only to discover that it is just a small crack in the wall before the track goes straight into the deep dark.
Is suicide the only resolution?? I have endured this pain for too long.
what else have this this evil world to offer? I live a life that was not meant for me, no one deserves this punishment, and for what? what have I done?
I have most in life, but nothing that really makes me want to be here.
I am ready to expose my friends and family t this pain of loss and betrayal?
no I do not think I am. but I must find a solution very soon, for this I can not bear anymore.