It’s so horrible that I feel like I want to die every day! Like, why me? Why do I deserve to feel this way?! It all started when I was 13, started cutting, burning myself and suicide attempts… But when I was 15 it got so much worse! I had to deal with my 21 years old boyfriend at the time (we were together 10 months) Raping me, hitting me, making me do things that I didn’t want to do, stopping me talking to my friends and begging me to cut myself because he liked the look of it.. Because of him I tried to take my life so many times.. 3 years on and I still try. That’s not fair, I didn’t choose to be born, so why do I have to go through all this?! Talk about being dealt the bad hand in life..
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There are too things you must not do. Never stop taking pride in your appearance by keeping fit, doing your make up and following trends. Never stop being kind. If you don’t keep these two things, you’ll become unhappy when you’re older.
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I thought I should never be kind to people because they don’t deserve it.. But I kight give that a go, thanks.
This is just what I noticed in women I liked who had difficult lives. They all changed.
Don’t stop being a fun person either.
I could never stop being fun, being fun makes my friends happy and that’s what I care most about 🙂