Nothing can make me stop thinking about killing myself. I went to the hospital and thought I was better but every time I take my anti depressants or any type of medicine I feel such an urge to take the whole bottle. Anytime I’m driving I think about crashing the car. Anytime I’m on a tall building I think of jumping off. I watch cop shows on TV and wonder how great it would be to be one of those dead bodies. Even when I’m not in a bad/sad mood I think about it all the time. Help. Please.
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I think about falling off cliffs and cutting my wrist a lot but honestly those thoughts don’t stop right away I like to get distracted. Whenever I think about killing myself I think about my mom my dad, how sad and hurt they would feel And I would never want them to feel that way. Idk if that helped I know it helps me. I rather my parents be happy then cause them to be sad because of a stupid decision I made as I always do
I just want to be in a place where I don’t need to be distracted and can feel safe being alone with my thoughts