But my uncle said that if I really wanted to show I love him I had to not cut tonight so tomorrow I could tell him “good news”.
I mean, I told him to not be mad if I slip, which is proving difficult….but if it will make him happy then okay, I’ll try my best not to. We’ve been through a lot together and he’s almost like my best friend….so I guess it’s the least I could do for him.
Ugh but I can hear that blade calling….”let me kiss your skin….it won’t hurt for long at all”
maybe some music and a good movie will help
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If your definition of ‘music’ is that which the sheeple have not already claimed by placing it in the mainstream, and your definition of a ‘good movie’ involves an awesome storyline and sustained suspense portrayed by a stellar cast, then you my friend will have a very good night indeed. 🙂 Meh, your music should drown out your blade for now, and a decent movie is sure to keep you occupied. Your uncle is a good man for helping you out, however indirect. Stay strong and you’ll resist the urge.
Enjoy your evening.
Normally if I get some angry music going….one of my favorites being Bring Back the Glory by Zardonic….I can resist the urge for a while. A good movie like Lord of the Rings is a good distraction too….but I’m too tired to do anything really.
Thanks Shep. I hope you have a good evening too.
Huh. I live in The Shire (New Zealand). LOTR are definitely good films, as with The Hobbit saga as well. Angry music sounds good, seems to put me on a rage quest most times but at least it keeps me occupied. Well, go have a sleep then? Rest your weary soul, the next day will come soon enough.
Much appreciated. 🙂