Lately i haven’t been able to keep a good morale at home with my parents. Ever since I have started trailing of in school my parents have done nothing but tear me down. I tend to forget the last time I heard something positive from them. I have attempted suicide twice during the moments my grades have been going down. No one is here for me. I have lately even began questioning my religion. Whats the point of living if there is nothing to live for? What is there to look forward to tomorrow? More depression? Or nothing at all? I’m just tired of living through pain. Whats the point of doing it if there is a way out. I will soon find out tomorrow whether or not fate will save me. As if there is a better purpose in my future anyway.
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Finally someone who gets it….. Sometimes I think I’ll be doing everyone a favour if I die. I always think oh it’s ok I’ll make it quick. every time I see a car go by I just want to jump in front of it. or if I see pills quick OD nothing major. or the look teachers give when they give back the test you didn’t study for, because you where to busy thinking of a fast way out. But something always stops me before I jump in front of that car or bus. before I take the pills. I live in an apartment so I always look out my window and think just jump…no one wants or needs you just jump. I don’t no what it is but something stops me on bad days I hate what ever it is. but sometimes on a really good day very rarely and not often I think wow thanks for making me stay alive. and I no you have that too and I no you don’t want to die either right? Or you wouldn’t be reaching out I don’t no what you have been through. I don’t no your past or who you are. I can’t tell you everything will be ok, because in my own life I never feel that way. but I can say there is a point, there has to be, having so much god damn pain boiling inside. the fear of walking outside, being looked at. having your own mother, someone who should protect you tell you you are worthless and nothing. your father leaving and never coming back. means there’s has to be a point right?
Normally, someone’d say somethin about a storm before the calm. I know how it is. Parents pushing down on you, always on you. Mine want to admit me to a hospital cuz my sister said I was thinking of suicide. Not gonna happen. Suicide, maybe. Find someone to latch onto. A Knite in blackened and bloody armor. They always will be there. Like I have to be. I have seven MS girls who look at me for help. Someone’s bound to look at you that way. It’s your turn to find someone.
i get what your comming at. my parents are the same.
i also question. if God is real. btw im using my relegians to explain.
i dont see tomorow as a good day coming infact. every day that passes drives me closer to insanity. closer to that cliff. i dont see hope for myself. but i see hope in you. u can make it through this. i believe that you can you can make your futur only you
and i think shadow is right. find someone that needs you. and shadow if your reading this you find someone to lean on you cant hold up the world by yourself.
Honey there is always something to live for. My parents do the same thing to me and I hate it and it made me so sad and depressed so I know where your coming from. I personally do belive in God and I found that prayer is one of the biggest things that helped me.
My grades were horrible and my parents gave me he’ll for it they still doubt you always have to have hope. Just think of the day that you move our of your parents house and you can be yourself without anyone bringing you down. Then you can explore everything and find out who you really are and what you really like. So hang in there 🙂
If you ever need someone to talk to my email is Terrav773@gmail.com
Are you aware that Albert Einstein was a terrible student? Look at everything he accomplished.
It is often difficult to get along with parents because there is an obvious power struggle, they have some power over you and you are interested in having more power over your own life. Not really very balanced. I am assuming you were born in 1997? If this is the case, you’re almost there, maybe if you wait until you are out from under your parents you will start to feel better. You are a valuable person, you just need the chance to express yourself.
Well, at my school, the ONLY person who gives me inspiration to do my best is my Engineering teacher. Sadly he is more of a fatherly figure than my own who only talks to me when it comes to punishment. I understand having a life with struggle, but not to the point its everyone against me.
Suicide is never a option to get out of your problems. Suicide it doesn’t help you out at all because when your gone your leaving your friend and family in tears. Did you accomplish anything by doing that?. No you didn’t accomplish shit you just gave pain to other people. Theanonymouschild1997 I know who you are. You think people dont care about you? Bro I care about you and all the other people. Everyone has problems in Their life and every problem has a solution to it. Just remember You can’t have sunshine all the time without a little rain. Fight every problem you Come across and use it to make you stronger.life is all about happiness and being sad.