I’m feeling deep yet over tired and can’t sleep

Hm. Maybe less than a week if things go well, and a warm bath with steel will be it. I finally see the light at the end. Hahaha. No one knows no one knows. Lock the door turn up the music and let the water and red run together. Bye bye guilt bye bye grief I’ve finally cracked but now I’m taking these demons down with me! No more jitters no more anxiety no more numbness no more pills no more fucked up brain no more pain in other’s eyes no more no more no more I finally get what I deserve

No more. It doesn’t have to be but it will. God, yes.

Or no. I get loopy when I’m tired but fuck man I can’t live another day with this guilt dragging on ahhhdfjjrbjdbej goodnight everyone