Hello,
Unlike most people here my situation is not critical…
I have no friends, But not because of my personality or anything, I just dont talk to people alot, I’m affraid to talk to people. So most of my days I’m sitting here, alone, listening to the radio or watching TV. Nobody Called me for christmas or my birthday…
As for “suicide” well, I’ve been thinking about it for a good year or so.
Everynight it was “Should I do it ?” And of course, I ended up falling asleep, Or I decided not to do it.
I actually “wanna Die” because I think it’ll be easier than to have to live, I wouldnt have to bear with the stress, the boredom, the solitude…
But of course, It’s not about to happen as I dont have enough courage for that..
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Dear Octane…..I find myself in much the same situation except MDD does add a strong ingredient into the mix of loneliness and isolation. My question is “why bother living? It’s just too hard.” The world will keep on spinning inexorably to the bitter end. So you have my understanding and empathy.
I’m glad to see im not the only one in this. I hope stuff will get better for you.
I was diagnosised with “Light Borderline personality disorder” which is why, I believe, I’m feeling like this,
I feel the same way. I get so bored with life and I’m to shy to talk to people. My email is TerraV773@gmail.com if you ever want to talk