My Mom’s been dead for almost 5 years this August (heart attack at 53), my Dad’s dead too (Cancer at 56). I’m 34, my birthday is 10 days after Mother’s day. I don’t have anyone from my family left that i care about, but I’m worried about leaving my partner behind, we’ve been together 11 years and i don’t know if he could care for himself. I’ve been thinking about slowly splitting up with him so i could kill myself a while after without worrying about his well being.
Just wish i could get him away, and some where he’ll be ok with out me, so I can get it over with.
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I understand what you’re feeling. Even if you did split up with your partner it doesn’t mean the feelings he has for you would disappear, I’m sure he would still care about you. Try to hold on to the things that make you hesitate when you want to end it all. Think about what the world would be like if you weren’t here. I have no idea what happened to make you want to end it all, but if you want to talk i’m here.