I’ve figured it out. Don’t you see the truth? this life is pain. there is pain, and then there is less pain. there is no pleasure, no happiness, no laughter. each moment is either a reprieve from pain or it is pain filled to the brim. don’t you see? if there is no life, there is no pain. every single new human is brought into this life being taught the opposite, that life is sacred, or its interesting, or that it brings more good things than bad things. its complete bullshit. the only reason that we have war, famine, starvation, cholera, shit infested water, rape, theft, torture, eunics, murders, syringes into the spinal column, all of the pain filled things, is because there is more life every microsecond of everyday. nothing matters except for what is taught, and what is taught is that sex and making babies are natural and even healthy. that is the fucking disease, not people who have the urge to blow themselves and others sky high with a bomb. it is a fucking indoctrination into believing that life is good, and not the other way around. every single person should be celibate and chaste and not create anymore new humans, because then every one will be dead and there will be no more pain. see, death is not bad. death is good. in death there is no pain. oh, and even if there is a hell, if there is a god, if we stop making babies, then no one else will have to go to hell, because no one will ever sin again. and hell is so much more painful than heaven is pleasurable, and also pleasure is a delusion. happiness and love are borne from the indoctrination into believing that these things exist. death is what matters and what should be desired. but dying is painful. see, even if you step in front of a train, or you shoot a bullet through your brain, there is still a .003 second instance of pain and that is the worst part. to be dead, you have to endure even just a microsecond of pain to die. see, death is good, dying is painful and fucking awful. if no new humans are born, there will be no more painful dying. see, utopia is a place where nothing is alive, everything is dead. that way no one will have to die and feel pain to die. death is a good thing. these fucking seven billion people will create seven more billion people and they will create seven more billion people and the cycle of pain goes on. anybody who actually likes living is a fucking nutcracker. they need to take some pills, not the people who want to be dead.
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I disagree that sex and reproduction should be considered “bad.”
I do agree that too many people take far too lightly, the fact that they are initiating a new life, despite being fully aware of their own tragically inadequate means to nurture a new life, despite being fully aware of how abhorrent so much of this world really is, and will remain.
Most human cultures have this bizarre thing where they actually worship death, but call it something else, or make it seem otherwise.
This… desirable lack of all existence, has been known as “Void.” Some people worship this very concept, as it represents a return to “default” or original state of non-existence, and is the ultimate expression of purity.
There was a guy here a while back, who (IMO) had some very interesting ideas regarding the concept of Void, which i had not seen elsewhere.
I also agree that while death may possibly be THE most desirable state, the actual dying process is likely one of, if not THE least desirable experience.
In other words: the last thing that happens, is the worst thing. After that, the best thing comes… but we can’t perceive its occurrence.
I suppose that means we have to have “faith” that we actually do finish dying and achieve death, rather than… who knows what else could happen while we’re unconscious.
there is nothing bad about sex and reproduction. it brings pain, and if my goal is to banish all pain forever, then i would forbid sex and reproduction.
and it is not having faith, it is a rejection of the idea that it is POSSIBLE for something to exist after achieving death
EXACTLY! Death is the path to Freedom, not suffrage!
all hail the Death First political party
i like how you threw eunics in there lol
eunuchs, disfigurements, strangulations, discombobulants, any and all pain, insomniacs, water boarding, accidentally cutting yourself on an envelope or smacking hand with hammer, all accidental and intentional pain
You don’t like pain? You’re obviously not into BDSM, then. (Not everyone fears “pain”, some people enjoy it.)
are you on crack?? bdsm is voluntary, i’m taking about involuntary. put all the gag balls in your mouth that you want and tie up your body with iron cords. babies know whats up. they come out of this world knowing the truth, that life is pain, and they cry and scream until their care takers give them milk or until they die. there is no pleasure, there is only pain, different degrees of pain, and the only people who enjoy pain are those that don’t know true pain
So eating a delicious slice of cheesecake is pain, not pleasure? Is it because somebody had to work to produce that? What if they enjoyed the task? They say food tastes better if it is made with love. Maybe that’s the problem, there’s not enough love to go around.
you are part of the disease. you can’t see the truth, that all “good” things are only reprieves from pain, that “good” things are not “good”, they are only “not bad”. you are part of the problem when you try to say otherwise
What if a cenobite made that cheesecake? Don’t you think Pinhead might want you to suffer while eating a cheesecake he made? “we have such sights to show you!”
Pinhead and his cronies can kiss my ass. fiction has no place in the real world, if everyone stops making babies, and in eighty years everyone is gone, then no one will have to eat a cheesecake full of nails, no one will have to break their arm, no one will have any more periods, no one will have cardiac arrests, no pain, only utopia.
@nowayout123 I never knew I was that important. Thank you. You sound like one of those villains in superhero movies, by the way. (The ones who want to kill people “for the greater good”.) Maybe you just need a hug and somebody telling you they love you. That might cheer you up.
are you that thick headed??? there is something wrong with you, believing in the goodness of life, in love, you make me sick. dying, death, murder is not bad. pain is bad. i am savior of this pathetic and inhuman world, i want everything to just disappear
Hmm. I used to believe I was fairly nutty, now I can safely say that I have encountered many people who are much nuttier than myself, on this very website. It’s reassuring. (It can’t be me who’s the psycho if the other person always ends up being *verifiably* psycho.)
It might please you to hear that I’ve never wanted to bring any offspring into this world – so perhaps I’m not *quite* as thick-headed as you thought, after all.
Have you seen the British show Utopia? Check it out, you might like it.
the psychos are the ones who like living. you’re a tough nut to fucking crack, i would’ve thought that you’d learn you can’t fucking win cuz i’m jesus fucking christ, I’m allah, I’m buddha, I’m jim jones, im muhammad ali punching everyone in the fucking throat. you best not have a kid or imma come down and choke you so you can be free of this fucking painful world, and you’ll thank me by asking the powers that be to send a bus to hit me while I’m crossing the street and we can live in utopia forever together and laugh at the fucking people who still want to live and call them shit for brains. i ain’t never heard of Utopia tv cuz MY utopia is fucking realistic and achievable and desirable where there is no fucking life and everything is just so an theres no pain. THAT’S utopia fucker. and you have a thicker head than either you or i thought before, its thicker than peanut butter baked inside butter chocolate and stuffed with a million dog hearts.
Hahaha. You’re funny, I like you. 🙂 I’ll pray for you so that the staff at McD’s remember to give you a toy in your next Happy Meal, I know the pain it causes when they forget can really drive a person to despair.
What if you experience pain and pleasure simultaneously in proportionately equal amounts?
Have you ever taken a monster dump? A bowel movement that makes the earth tremble?
First your stomach growls. You take a seat on the throne. You experience the joy of giving birth as you squeeze that critter out. Oh it hurts. It hurts so good. You peek in and survey your creation before flushing it away. An overwhelming sense of relief floods your being after the ordeal is over.
It was difficult, painful, liberating and delightful all at the same time.
I actually agree with this