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by kellyislost
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does anyone constantly feel like they want to run away, although there is nowhere to run to? feel so lost, like u dont belong in this society, in the world? everyday is just a constant battle not to hop on a bus and run far away from my family. i love them but i cant stand being with them. i cant stand anyone for too long. cant hold a job, have no desires in this world. i want to run away but anywhere i go will just be the same as here. i want to die, but i dont want to kill myself. i just want to simply not exist anymore

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wideawake2012 5/10/2014 - 10:28 pm

Likewise.

makeitstop 5/10/2014 - 10:41 pm

Agreed, I want to just disappear in a crowd

blue3182 5/10/2014 - 10:47 pm

I feel the same exact way! Just disappearing!!…the unknown is just so scary! I feel as if I as if the only reason why I’m still around is because I’m afraid of the pain from dying, I am afraid of what awaits me on the other side and I’m afraid of dying alone!
Nevertheless, I feel your pain!

foobar23 5/11/2014 - 1:29 am

There have been entire religious and philosophical systems built on this feeling. My advice; read Hans Jonas’s The Gnostic Religion, but skip the first chapter on Hellenism (it’s boring).

ghostboy27 5/12/2014 - 11:56 am

I did run away. After my psychotic break I ran away from everything. I was actually homeless for over a year until my parents found me and I came home…. but I’m 27 I should be on my own yet I have no desire to do anything. I just want to die.

I was actually happier when I was homeless and ran away. My situation fit my emotions and somehow I didn’t feel this horrible depression I do now.

I wish I were dead also..

bzbzbz 5/12/2014 - 12:18 pm

Maybe we should form a club — I’m not joking. Maybe there is something about us, about our brains I mean, that make us feel this way.

I was voluntarily homeless (lived in my car) for three months between apartments/relationships, and I was never happier.

If I could just live a simple life with limited contact with others except by my own choice, and with no obligations (and without starving, unwashed and begging on the streets), I’d be happy.

kellyislost 5/16/2014 - 3:22 pm

wow thats crazy to hear, im homeless too, and i actually sort of like it. isnt that weird? and now im seeing 2 other peopple who like it too. id love to form a club. meet like minded people

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