Where to begin, i know you read tons of those stories and thinking everyone you read is the same but it isn’t, story is what happen to me. when i was 7 everyone made fun of how i talk and looked.i was feeling lost in the world. I was bullied everyday and i got pushed off a play structure and i black out. I have blackouts tons of times, i never tell anybody because all my life my siblings always had me to tell my parents i did what ever was broking or missing so i got tired of trying to tell the truth. When i was 6 or 7 i got sexually abused by my step brother. I never look at him the same, My parents took care of it but i cant forget what happened. I have panic attacks every week. I never want my parents to find out. I cut myself everyday and try to kill myself. All i want is somebody to stay with me, i lost so many friends i cant do it anymore.i look at myself and cry
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Well Thatgirl16, I too have been bullied in that sort of way. When I was a littler kid someone shoved me off the slide and I got a face full of wood chips! But thats less serious. Later on in school, well I was a shy guy and everyone always was pressuring me so I just stopped talking all together. That started in I recall 5th grade. It ended in about 10th grade I stopped doing that. In 9th grade I was bullied alot more. I just dont think I was quite ready for high school yet to be honest. I got thrown into a trash can in the commons and to make matters worse my pants fell off! It was so embarrassing. Not.to mention I decided to join football for the very first time and man did that scree my confidence up! I ended up leaving that school half way through 9th grade and became very depressed and sullen. I got put back into that same high school again but to my suprise I was left to start over because none of my old friends actually liked me. I then said to myself, thats it i’m not following No One anymore! If they didn’t likr me screw them im doin my own thing! And i did and still am. I might get lazy in typing because im talkin to u at 11:06pm and tomorrows school for me. I feel veru empty but im to ignorant to realize it. And i think.its for the better! As for the being molested thing i never was. But my.mother was and she is still okay. I admire her for that. If you wanna talk more about whatever shoot me an email. alexzander1997.ah@gmail.com
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