“I’ll be here if you need someone to talk to.” No you won’t, you always ignore me.
“I care about you.” No, you only care about yourself.
“I know how you feel.” No, you don’t. I don’t even know how I feel.
“I’ll never hurt you.” Then why do you always tear me to pieces? Why am I the one to blame?
“Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. It’s not worth it.” Oh yeah? Sometimes those problems aren’t so permanent. And it may not be worth it to you but I’m sick and fucking tired of being in so much pain, and not belonging anywhere. I hate waking up in the morning and hurting too much to get out of bed, feeling sick and dizzy as I sit in class at school. I’m being shattered into even tinier pieces as I sit here waiting to build up the strength to end my life. I wouldn’t wish this pain on my verbally abusive sibling, my ex-boyfriend, or my worst enemy. No one deserves to feel like this, except me. I’m just done.
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They also say not all people are the same. And even if it’s only regarding a few percentage of the total world population…they are right about that one.
I know how you feel…I really fuckin’ do….people are heartless and fake…they don’t understand…and honestly I don’t think they care too….its all about themselves in the end…
one post i really like,
I feel this way too.. especially about how selfish people can be… They don’t care how you feel especially if how you feel will effect how they feel in a way they don’t like or cannot deal with themselves!