I thought partial suspension with a drop would be easier than partial suspension without a drop. I was wrong. It still requires willpower to (step off)/kick the drop point. I managed to step off after a while. Unfortunately, I was able to get back on the drop point. Moreover, I found that the drop point was too low as my toes touched the floor. Furthermore, my left hand was trying to stop me. On Friday morning this week, I will try again. I will do so from a higher suspension point so that my feet are off the floor. I will also tie my hands more efficiently so that they do not interfere.
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Hey there. Why do you want to kill yourself? Wanna tell me a little about it? I’d like to hear about it.
I will wait for your reply!
Me Too , I Hope Whatever Your Choice Is You Think Rationally Talk It Out With Someone . Here If You Need Anyone .
dont mean to upset you, but hanging is possible with or without you being off the ground. imo you stopping it (conscientiously or unconsciously) may be a sign you dont want to… or something like that… just felt like saying that :/ but good luck on whatever you decide to do 🙂
I know hanging is possible on the ground as well but I prefer doing it with a drop. It is a bit easier for me. My survival instinct will kick in regardless of whether I want to kill myself or not. Its a natural response. Thank you for wishing me good luck. I appreciate it.
hey. fuck these people, there sickos, i want to talk to you,
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I’m impartial to you hanging yourself (see that, eh?) since I’m in no position to sway you otherwise, but why not have a delicious meal in the meantime and go over what exactly brought you to this decision to begin with.
I am glad you all care but I have made up my mind. I do want to kill myself and I don’t want to be swayed. I know the pain will be immense but it will be worth it if I am successful. Its nearing the time to do it where I live. Thank you all for trying to help me.
how old are you? and whats your astrology sign?