It’s tearing me apart deciding whether I should commit suicide. I have an effective method and I’m extremely atheist, but I can’t decide whether to it. My life is shit and I doubt I’ll ever be capable of anything worthwhile or worthy of love, but I still cling to life. Why? It’s over. Why can’t I just do it? I feel I’m better off dead but I’m too scared to kill myself. What should I do?
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I of course am all for you not killing yourself 🙂 But I do see where youre coming from… Let me know if you ever want to talk
you should not if u have something to live for. or someone.
Nobody who is suicidal wants to die. You simply want to get relief from your pain. When you’re at wits end and don’t know how else to get relief, death creeps in as a viable alternative.
The thing you might want to consider is this: None of us can predict the future. For example, you may be destined for great things – and I don’t mean material things like winning the lottery. I mean you might have the chance to take this misery you’re feeling and use it to help somebody else. Possibly someone right here on this web site.
But is you take yourself out, you not be able to do that. Only those of us who have been to the deepest depths of despair know what we know. You can’t get the insight that you have from anyone else but you. And that experience of being you is as unique as it is powerful. Use it to help others, and you yourself will reap the reward.