My life is a living hell right now my parents are divorced I cut I fight with my mother constantly and I hate my life,my father called me a ***** and told me to fuck off the my step father tried to hit me!i hate this world and I have no one who cares at all I just want to overdose and fucking die!!! No one cares anymore….waking up each day is like dying all over again….and maybe I’ll go somewhere better because I lived In hell most of my life….
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Please don’t do anything to yourself!! I joined this website to help people because I don’t want anyone to feel like I did! Stopping cutting habits isn’t easy… Heck, I relapsed a couple months ago. I still have thoughts of it! But I don’t count that as giving in, or failing. Because I was clean for THREE years. I fought off the urges THAT long. You can too!!! My dad is, well, he’s an asshole. An absolute asshole. I have a 9 year old little brother and my dad yells at the every move my little brother makes. My dad constantly talks trash about my older brother who’s the best father figure I could imagine having. My dad has even called my mom a lazy fat person!! She has Fibro and it’s a struggle to do ANYTHING. My dad is a bully. I’m stuck in my room all day every day because I get yelled at if I do anything outside of my room. My best friend ignored me, my other friend called me a selfish idiot and told me to go kill myself, and I starved myself. I cut myself. I’m suffering from depression ever since 3 years ago. Suicide isn’t the answer, there’s always someone who cares for you! If you wanna talk, I’ll talk! Please don’t hurt yourself. I don’t ever cry, and your post made me cry! Don’t hurt yourself… Be happy. Find a reason, and do it for YOU
Thanks,it’s hard to cope and I feel shut out twards most of the world but I sometimes think it’s not worth my time and I should go….I don’t have friends anymore because they don’t care I guess I came here to get attention…..
Hey , from the sounds of it you’re young and still in school. I know it’s hard to see things very far but I just wanted to let you know life won’t always be this way. I’m so sorry your father tried to hit you I highly suggest you tell someone about that, no one should be treated that way. I know you said you do’t have friends because you think they don’t care but depression lies i’m sure your friends care. Have you tried to talk to them? If you just came on this site to get attention that’s ok. I know people always say things like “she’s just an attention seeker” but there is absolutely nothing wrong with wanting attention it’s a basic human need. I hope you are feeling better. : )