Why was I the sperm that won?
Maybe if it were not me they would be happy
Maybe then, they would care
Maybe then, they would be able to love each other
Maybe them I am the reason
Maybe im the reason my mum and dad fight
I am not what everyone expect
I am not there little angel
I am a devil indisguise
I am the reason you cry
I do not like rules
I do not like structure
I like being me
However, you do not see
You love to control
You want me to do well
You do not understand I want to be me
You love to know what I do
However, If I told you wouldn’t believe
You do not want me to follow your footsteps
Mummy you do not want me to cut
However, you do not understand
You are not me
You never had to deal with it
Because you’re not me
You think I am fine
It is just a phrase you do not understand mum
I want to die
You do not understand
I do not like me
I am a screw up
I am no angel
I like the feeling when I cut
It calms me down
You wont understand
I love him mum you will never know
You have your love let me have mine