Everything just seems to be going wrong. I don’t know who I am and am not even really sure who I want to be. I guess you could just say that’s my age I’m 19 going on 20. So that’s reasonable. I feel down. I feel like no one understands me . I feel like am becoming distant from those I love. I can’t enjoy life. It sucks right know. It really has since I turned 12 and just got progressively worse. I feel better about myself personally as time has gone on. Its just I feel inexperienced and less mature in the ways of the world. I feel like I have missed out on life. I want better. I wish my life was better. I wish it could have been better in the past. But they say not to dwell on it. One positive thing could be that life could of gone worse or be worse then it is now. That’s something to always remember when you feel down. Maybe life will get better. Always hope. Keeps me going and beats depression. We’ll at least somewhat.
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Counseling helps and so do meds. You have a lot to look forward to. Still so young. Try to stay away from people who drain you. Remember it’s better to be alone and positive than surrounded by people who bring you down. Or if you have that one awesome person in your corner don’t push them away. Let them know how much you appreciate them. Stay strong. Lifes hard and we all don’t make it unscathed.
Well it’s key to try to determine the source of your depression. What is wrong within your life that is causing you to feel this way.
For instance, I’m a little down, angry and anxious because I’m having problems at work and am concerned about losing my job. So my solution is to eventually find a new and better position.
In my opinion if you are in a bad relationship or live with family that’s causing you trouble, then you should look into living on your own and being employed. But it’d be better to get higher education first.
Your post was general so I couldn’t really give you a specific answer but I hope that helped.