All my problems have been fixed, I’m making friends I’m talking to people but I’m still a fucking basket case. There’s only a few weeks left until I decide whether or not I’m going through with this… Even when I’ve had my best days theres still loneliness and isolation lurking in the background, I’m tired of false fronts and pretenses and feeling like an outcast even when I’m not one. I’m tired of feeling so fucking angsty and so fucking shitty and being a ***** about things, I’m just really tired and only if I end it all can I rest
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Ok. Ending it all. Is there rest after ending it all? I wonder. I don’t have a clue if that is true. What if after ending it all it’s really just another shittier existence. I guess we’ll find out.
There just needs to be some changes made, and its time to take a long hard look at things because right now the only thing holding me back from committing to this is my love for my friends and family
You need to fill your “basket” and your “case” with something other than your own sorrows. You say you have friends, maybe try getting more involved with them and their lives.
For example the other week I was in my back yard thinking, “damn, I need to stay busy and positive”. Long story short..I introduced myself to my neighbor and offered to help him fix his broken fence. He was really appreciative that I simply made the offer. You never know what you can potentially learn or get into when you start reaching out beyond your own problems. Eventually they start to seem small and infantile. Trust me. Reach out!