Ok, so GW is in fact LL, but the reason for that is not as malevolent as many may seem. I was in the hospital for 1, 5 weeks and after felt somehow weird to start writing you guys again with LL. Felt as I had no energy to start writing and talking again; somehow wanted to forget the former self of mine – the sick one. And I guess I thought I’ll die soon anyways so what’s the point, even though many cared about my well-being and destiny. Very selfish of course, but I’m starting to be mentally very unstable knowing my disease and the prospect.
Have been so ill that my suicide plan is impossible to do unless stabbing or hanging myself at home, can’t go anywhere anymore.
So after got back home made a new account and thought maybe I could just write something about my just recently passed ex-girlfriend. And so I did.
But this’ll be my last comment and post here whether it be GW or LL, feel so ashamed and can’t feel possibly any worse about this. Sorry for all if I’ve cause you worry or pain. And all the posts and comments written have been the honest truth and some of you hopefully know that. I will miss this site and the caring people for the rest of my short life.
Bye. And sorry.
Thought I’d post this too..
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…spoken like a true NZ soldier. It brings a tear to my eye.
Well done.
OP – *brohug* It’s okay, but best of luck to you regardless.
Shephard, I don’t mean to seem ignorant, but I really don’t know anything about New Zealand military campaigns, I mean, idk. I’m American, we’re barely aware that New zealand even exists, it’s embarrassing… could you clue me in on.. well.. if there’s anyrhing to clue me in on…? I’m really curious 🙂
We clean up after you fellas make a mess, put it that way. We were there in North Africa; the Pacific; the Korean Peninsula; Vietnam/SE Asia; Kosovo; East Timor; Iraq; and of course Afghanistan.
OP Crib (Afghan) was really NZ’s last true mission. Bulk of the force was in Bamyan, but THOSE guys were operating kinetically out of Kabul. Nowadays we host barbecues for you Spams to come enjoy, Canada usually comes along too.
So disaster relief and such? I’m not big on military affairs, so..
That’s one of our primaries (HADR operations). But we’re also able to deploy in a combat role as well, although we’d much prefer not to unless we have Aussie covering our flank.
Meh, it’s a big topic, but NZ will always be punching well above its weight in terms of the world stage. It’s what we pride ourselves on. Enough of that though, this is way off topic.
I wish you the best GW and am sorry we won’t be hearing from you anymore, but maybe it’s for the best.
he sent me an email. I hope he can find peace…..