Surrounded by people yet all alone.
The summer sun bright in the sky.
Yet she felt nought but the cold of a dreaded winter
Finally she had opened up.
She allowed the world to know the pain she’d hidden inside all her life.
Yet the euphoria lasted but a couple of weeks
Like a waterfall she fell dramatically back into dysphoria
Her heart ached as she laid in her bed, the drugs numbing her body but not her mind.
She embraced her fears but she’d come this far and had just fallen.
Why were they helping someone that was corrupted, possessed by the darkness that haunted dreams and lives?
She knew she’d live the rest of her life serving the devil. She were no saint and she deserved no peace.
Her body ageing prematurely as her mind seeped into the devils venom. His poisonous breath asphyxiating her.
What was once an angel had fallen and there was no hope that she could ever return to whom she might have once been.
A life of misery was all she merited and with all the skeletons in her closest, she deserved to be locked in it with them. Consumed by the stench of the decomposing truth.
Welcome to hell.
It is all she can think of. She was a prisoner and there was no conceivable mode of evasion.
She became aware of that now.
She were to be an indefinite hostage of the depraved shadows for evermore.
2 comments
Beautifully written, yet so very dark and sad.
Its the only way I know how to express myself
Hope you are well xx