I am so alone, so weak, so not anything worth keeping up a fight for.
You know those feelings that are so strong they just become unexplainable? That’s what this is like.
So now what am I supposed to say? “Goodbye cruel world.” Or whatever. No, there is nothing left to say, only to do. Go. Leave. Exit.
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just wait. if you want to talk I’m here. I know te feeling of aloneness – but there is love. it’s very hard to find though.
my email is: *****************
I hear what you’re saying. I hear you very well. Feelings are like waves, they come and go…sometimes strong, sometimes weak and sometimes flat. Sometimes they last for a day or an hour and sometimes a year or more, but everything flows. It’s the way it is. Hang in..no pun intended!!
It ain’t too late, but that’s yours to debate
Live trough the hate or get stuck in between those gates
Open them up and break free or get down and cry on your knees
Venture trough life, or just let it all down, get away and flee
Extend to reach my hand, or end up in the ward if you fail with the cord
You think that i’ll be okay with you hitting the board
Or with you hoping that the cord will be enough tense
Ultimately, i’d say I love you but I already did at the beginning of the sentence.
No way I was gonna give up that easily, text me.
noooooo
There is no such thing as “done” – there is always plenty of work to be toiled away, experiences to live through and Pop-Tarts to be eaten.
(One day I’ll either eat my own words or die trying to digest them).
🙁