I want to disappear but the only thing that stops me from doing it is my love from my family and friends because i don’t want to see them crying because of me.
I almost got what i want(nice circle of friends, loving family, money) but still, i want to disappear. I commit suicide once and that’s the dumbest thing i ever did because all of us have our time but me, i’m rushing it.
When i’m alone, i want to commit suicide. But the things that are always sinking in my mind are “How about your family? How about your friends? Are you crazy?” Yes i guess so. A crazy man who thinks about his surroundings, who cares for everything except him.
Do every individual in this world has its own purpose? If thats so, why is it that i can’t see mine?
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I can’t see mine either, so you’re not alone. And the only thing that keeps me around is knowing that it would break my mom’s heart if I left. But I’m so tired of trying to see the meaning of continuing on…I feel like such a burden