I’m 14. I wanna die. This isn’t some “oh my mom took my Xbox I’m so fuckin depressed” . No. Im not like that. I’ve been battling depression for about 8 months. And im just done. Im tired. I wish nobody would care about me so I could just go. But people do care. My adopted family. Aka my friends. One is basically my sister. The other is my homie. They care. They’re only ones. They’d miss me, but wouldn’t be too hurt, I think. They’d move on. They’re all I got, but im not all they got.
I simply don’t want to continue living. There is truly no point. We live we die. That’s it. I don’t care how we got here. I don’t care why we’re alive. I just wanna be done. Im always in pain. Mental and physical. Anyone I love just goes and disses me. They leave me because they can. I’d leave me too, if I could.
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Please if you want email me imlost96@aol.com – I am now a mom to 6 kids ages 7-25 and I have been where you are today when I was a teenager- hope gone- depression- thinking life’s not worth it- I’m not preaching but when I hear of someone so young talking of a way out I can’t help but want to offer some hope- had I left this world when I was wanting to- I would not have contributed to this world my beautiful 6 kids and even 2 grand kids (I also was a young single mother)
You may not think you are worth it to anyone now as I thought the same but what I didn’t think of was I would be worth it to someone later on in the future –
Life is rough no mater what age you are but I really want you to think about giving your life a chance- depression can be helped sometimes and what I gaurantee is things do change- maybe not always for the better but you can always count on things changing – just give yourself some time- maybe tell yourself ok I’ll try to do this or that and re evaluate in a year- but please at your young healthy age just give yourself that! Do not make any decisions that you can’t undo just yet ok? If you need to talk please contact me-
I’m sending hugs your way as everyone needs a few of those everyday!!
I hear you.
I understand exactly what your saying…
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