While I was watching this : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j2vg62IuG34
My brain said out of nowhere, “I don’t want to die.” Like, my legit inner voice said that after watching that old man fight “the angel of death”.
Can you believe that? And any other given day, and even today, I don’t care if I live or die. Seriously brain?
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I’d just say your brain has become very smart lately when it says you don’t want to die. You do not actually. It’s the demons talking, not you. 🙂
I know it’s the demons. I think my brain is (very) slowly becoming semi rational. But I’m not gonna speak too soon. The darkness is still very prominent….I just have to keep my fight going. Mental battles are so hard though 🙁
Thanks for your comment 🙂
Yes, just keep fighting comrade! (We all are, in one way or the other).
Proud of you.
Thank you. Really, I truly appreciate it. Talking to all of you people on SP has been such a great coping mechanism for me. And yes, we’re in this battle together, all of us. We have to stick together, otherwise we lose a great support system.
And while you’re at it, do take your mind off of such things.
Here you go: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KSD0Mjt64LQ
(I think we should create one separate category for such light hearted stuff, and I hope you’d join it)
Oh my gosh haha that was funny. Some of the hitler voiceovers have me in tears.
If definitely join a more light hearted section. It’d be nice to add a little humor into our otherwise darkened days
Hey, I’m glad this video triggered something more positive in you buscetti, I’m saving that episode up to watch later, I love all that paranormal stuff. And I too am up for interacting in a more lighthearted forum for people who have been to the dark side but need to have some fun too. (Actually dark humour is one of my favourite things…).
Thank you seppuku. It was such an intrusive thought it scared me, since I’m not used to what I guess is “positive”. I hope you enjoy the video 🙂 I like creeping myself out, haha. And yeah, dark humor rules XD