I’ve had mental and emotional problems starting at a young age, and I thought I knew how to control them (I was sadly mistaken). Instead of seeing my problems through, I would bury them deep down and dismiss them completely.
That used to work for me, but as I get older and more mature, it’s becoming harder and harder.
The smallest of things will trigger my downward spiral of depression and suicidal thoughts and I’m at a point where I’m scared of what might happen.
I have no money, or insurance, but I have been actively seeking help at local mental clinics.
I really struggling to keep hope/faith in this life and the people this world is inhibited by.
Can anyone relate?
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Do your best to maintain your hope and faith. Without them, things become even more difficult. I’ve been struggling for several years now… sometimes cyclical. Many days or weeks are better than others. At the moment, things seem rather shaky and without support. But I’ve been down this road before and I’ve gotten through it. I know you’ll get get through it, too. Keep using those clinics… and, again, keep the hope and faith.
i can relate.. it is like I had written your words. I think that it is harder to repress your problems because you have gotten older and wiser. You know, even though you dont realize it, that you have to face them. Thats kind of a good thing actually 🙂 You are stronger than you know, try to face your problems one by one. It is not easy, and it really hurts, but you should try even though it is scary! 🙂
And if you are scared of what`s going to happen, its a good thing, that means that you have not given up.
You can do it! 😀
(excuse my grammar, I`m Norwegian 😉 )