Hey my name is Ricky n I am going through a lot of trouble with my spinal scoliosis n my anxiety issues. Plus at times I have had a lot of questionable things that I need help my spine is killing me it hurts from.my name all the way down to where my butt bone. I’m tired I can’t sleep well Its So annoying at times my shoulder bones n ribs feel like they’re getting twisted all over the place my back n everything else on.my body it’s so bothersome. N feel a lot of negativity in my life at the moment I have a stepdad that I feel at times he doesn’t like me n makes me feel down on myself also he makes me feel worthless n that I’m much of anything he also thinks I’m faking what I’m going through.
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While I may not be able to relate with everything you’re going through, I want to make sure you know someone cares enough to listen. I do know how lack of sleep can intensify everything that you feel is wrong in you life. I suggest sitting down and talking to your stepdad. It’s hard for someone who hasn’t lived with your life to understand what you’re going through and how their actions affect you. Maybe by trying to make him understand you will be able to better understand yourself. Whatever you decide to do I hope that you can find relief from your pain.
Kramdragon I’m sorry I can’t talk with my stepdad I just don’t n I never feel comfortable talking with him. I wish I could die I attempted to choke myself once with a wire around my neck
If you ever need someone to talk to, I will be here for you. Your physical pain sounds awful, but I guarantee you that surgery can and will make it better. No one should have to go through that much physical pain. Telling a doctor is the first step. Also, no one should have an unsupportive parent. Try to tell your stepfather about the seriousness of these things that you feel, physically and emotionally. Because the thing you need most is someone in your life who supports you. I’m sure that me and anyone else on here is willing to talk to you about it. However, I recommend you reach out to someone in real life.
I know it’s a tough road n my stepdad I can’t handle him my spinal scoliosis affects me physically n mentally I have to want for it all to process it all takes time I’m very upset at times n soon I’m going to be starting pyshical therapy n hopefully it helps me in a way but their is no guaranteed of that