I have a stable pain inside, not going away, causing me to thinking about commiting suicide. I cannot enjoy anything, if you can send me to my happiest moment or give an option to just vanish, I would definately choose the second one. Most of the time I wish I was normal. While registering to this site I couldn’t help but think about the future; somehow if I end up committing suicide, this account will eventually be discovered by my friends/relatives, they probably will think this was a cry for help. It is nice to know that you are not the only wierd person who has issues. I hope we all find inner peace.
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It really is comforting to find like minded people here,and openly confessing our pain and our desires. I found it very helpful,and I come almost every day. I try to talk to a couple people here every couple days,and offer support,and identification. Helping others helps ourselves. It doesnt fix us,and it doesn’t bring a lasting peace,but it does help,nonetheless. Let the poison out ..I guess I understand your desire to be normal,although I dont share it.For me its a matter of desiring for the pain to cease and to be able to connect meaningfully with another. Welcome Buju..I hope you can feel better,and find peace