I feel like my heart has just been stomped on, how could you tell someone you want to fix everything. It makes absoultely no sense to me how you could tell someone you still love them but you go off with their old best friends? It’s like you never even loved me as you said you did. Like why did i even have to care for you? Maybe i wasn’t meant to be loved by someone. I have this thing of giving people to many chances & I’ve now realized it, maybe it’s because I want to see the good in that person. Yet they continue to hurt me and I know it.. I’ve became so lost at words now a days.. & I’m once again blank..
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Sounds to me that you’re looking for love in the wrong place, from the wrong person. This person doesn’t appreciate you and is not worthy of your love at all. Hard to see it now maybe, but someone who is special enough to deserve to be with you will come along and you’ll see what a big difference it is when it’s someone who’s actually appreciative of you instead of this jerk who’s not worth your tears.
“Maybe i wasn’t meant to be loved by someone.”
It breaks my heart to read that. I still feel that way YEARS after I was tossed aside like a piece of rotten meat by someone I loved and cherished, and who said they loved me. The truth was they were too weak to resist abuse and tried to tell me I was “too good” for them.
You are someone who can be loved. You have to believe that because as long as you think you don’t deserve to be loved you will either attract the wrong person or miss the opportunity to have a relationship with the right one. When we believe we are undeserving of what we want or need then we live out that lie.
One thing I have learned is that the right person will never turn on us, abuse us or walk away. If they do, they weren’t the right one. Please don’t give away your soul; don’t give that much power to another person. Love is not something you earn, it is something you give and if it’s right it comes back to you in ways you could never imagine.
– peace