I’ve been suicidal before I’ve wanted to hurt myself before, but I’ve never had images, visions, of hurting myself like i have recently. Its getting brutal, what’s going on with me. I could be doing anything playing with my sister having a fag drinking tea and ill just want to grab knife and just want to stab myself repeatedly legs chest everywhere, surely this isn’t normal? I mean I’ve been suicidal for years I’ve never experienced anything like this?
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I’ve had these visions before. Doing daily activities I would imagine how to end my life. It happened a lot driving when I was at my worst. I would have second long flashes of crashing my car into a median. Or when I was in a tall building I would watch myself jump off the edge. All I can say is that if your depression comes and goes then it will get better or at least slightly easier to handle. Hang in there.