Well i almost succeeded in dying. I was so close i could feel myself slipping away and then i could hear them. my ex-best friend finding me, the paramedics coming in and then the hospital. in the end i guess i survived. I’m still dead inside and have no reason to live. I just need to get out of this life i can’t do it anymore.
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I have been there before. Made a cople attempts but somebody caught me and called paramedics and I was just like you Out… almost gone forever until they revived me and brought m to the hospital. The key is if your going to do this you have to do it in a place where nobody is giong to walk in on you and you have to make sure you dont tell anybody your goig to do it either. becuse if you tell sombody they will call the paramedics. You have to go to a hidde place where nobody who knows you knows where you are and nobody who knows you knows what you intend to do.
i live in my own place now and when i tried my family came over unexpectedly. i moved to another state because i couldn’t be around them anymore. They act like everything is perfectly fine between us but they don’t realize that I hate them. I’m going to try again soon i know that much. and this time i’ll be sure to do it before they even expect me to.